Aboubacar, born in Termessé, Guinea-Conakry (Photo: Pit Bisinger)
One home is Guinea, but I have also found a second home in Berlin for 30 years in Kreuzberg at the Viktoriapark. Until last year I worked in Guinea for the Weltfriedensdienst, in cooperation with a local non-governmental organization, the Guinean human rights organization, we campaigned for peace building and conflict resolution. We worked there for about 14 years, both with the military, police and gendarmerie, as well as with the young people who are fighting for a better style of government.
When the opposition youth saw us with the military, they thought we were working for the government. The government, in turn, feared that we might work for the opposition. There were even government spies in our organization. But we still managed to remain independent between the two opponents, that was our chance.
NGO's are not well regarded in Guinea and are not supported by the government but rather opposed. Actually, we wanted to help the government to become more democratic through constructive criticism. The fight for democracy and human rights is a dangerous activity in a country marked by arbitrariness and abuse of power. If a demo is organized by the opposition, e.g. because there is no water and no electricity, what happens in Guinea is that the military is allowed to shoot at people. You have to be careful what you say in public. If someone becomes too dangerous for the government, a command may be sent to make them disappear. Journalists and human rights activists are particularly at risk.
For a while I was also worried about myself and my wife Susanne, as we were becoming better known and worried colleagues warned us. We both have a German passport, but we know from experience that it won't be of much use to us in Guinea. In the long run it is very difficult to live in a context of violence and arbitrariness. Arbitrariness is the main problem in Guinea, you never know what can happen to you. We suddenly had a visit from the military several times, including at night. Some came directly from the government. You have to be very diplomatic and careful.
I am now employed by GIZ in Senegal as a consultant on land law and land management. There are many conflicts to be resolved in this area as well. Our land rights reform project has bases in the inland administrative regions of Kaolack and Kaffrine.The aim is to create a legal basis for investments and thus jobs. The Senegalese population needs advice and support to legally secure their property. We support women in particular, who up until now have only had traditional land use rights, in gaining access to land and funds for its cultivation. Our project works to avoid peasants becoming wage laborers for foreign investors and to prevent monoculture and dispossession of peasants. We work in this area of conflict between traditional land rights and modern legislation.
I've been in Berlin since 1991, I found Berlin to be a very lively city at the time and it still is today. This city also lives at night and there is a very large variety of people and cultures that come together. There were also many cases of racist and xenophobic violence in Germany at the time. Luckily I wasn't directly affected. On the contrary, I've had rather good experiences with the Germans.
I feel good in Berlin, I feel very familiar here. I felt unconditionally accepted in my wife's family. That matters a lot. At the Free University I also had a very good relationship with my doctoral advisor (I am a sociologist) Georg Elwert. I made good friends here. Even if I travel a lot for work, the friendship remains. When I come back from my assignments abroad, we immediately feel very close again.
I love Berlin, but of course there are enough problems here too. The prejudices of many Germans against foreigners, Africans and Muslims are always a topic of conversation. But racism and xenophobia exist in all countries, the question is how society deals with them.
I also find the enormous loneliness in this individualistic society problematic. There is a loneliness of the individual that I, who grew up as a child in a large community in the Guinea countryside, had never experienced in my family, my village, my homeland, and could not imagine. In my native Africa, it is customary to share what you have with family and friends. In Germany, on the other hand, "everyone is responsible for his own fortune" and everything is added up. It surprised me that there is so much poverty in a country as rich as Germany! Germany is not a paradise!
I love the many parks in Berlin – I live right next to Viktoriapark. There is a lot of water and greenery here. That's a big contrast to Conakry or Dakar.
Berlin pulsates with its diverse culture, the museums, the concerts.
The Carnival of Cultures shows so many colors and different life.
This is a city where you can breathe well!